Safety First

I've been pretty busy lately with my final semester projects and have been spending alot of time either at school or finishing assisgnments at home. But I'm happy-busy, not resentful busy. Kinda glad I joined this course as it allows me to be around like-minded friends and even have a tight clique to go to lunch with. It has also reminded me that hey, life is so full of exciting things to do. It is not ALL about work, not ALL about broken-hearts, not ALL about sex, nor is it all about ME. Going back to school has kinda given my head a breather and focus on something else (like my studies).

Any, I have today all to myself (submitted my final project yesterday *pheww*) and I'm blogging from the national library (can u believe it?) cos my lappy is down with virus (getting it fixed). Today has been both relaxing and stressful cos earlier today I had gone to collect my medical examination results.

Did I mention I've been offered a full-time job? :) *yam sengggg to me!!!*

That is why I've had to go for a pre-employment medical check-up last week and phewwwwww - my results are clear!!!*yamm sengggggg again!!!*

I am officially, what they say - clean and disease-free. Hahah.

But I was pretty tense while waiting for the results cos considering what I do, you never know what could come up. So this has also reminded me that I hate this anxious-panic so I must must apply a strict, if not rigid, 'Safety First' motto. Condoms are a must (I totally hate the 'oh shit, what if I'm pregnant' scare) and there'll be no two ways around it. I must remember to take care of myself cos if the damage is done, it'll be irreversible and I will NOT take the risk.

I know that I won't whore forever. Since going back to school, I'm been reminded of my true potentials and I know that there are so much more in this world I would like to do. I believe that I am made for bigger things (not just for a bigger cock). Maybe someday I'll find a solution to stop child prostituition all around the world. Maybe I might travel to third world countries and educate them about contraceptives and STDs. Or I could inspire other BBWs to be sexually confident and be a BBW Sex Guru or something. Pretty ironic, I'ld say, but you never know - nothing is impossible. And impossible is nothing.

xoxo.