"And you can see my heart.. beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger....."
I cant believe I almost bailed on this gig. The initial meet up with Lee was on Sunday, 11pm, once again at tt god forbidden plc, Holland V (seriously, wats up with tt plc, man?)... And yeah, I decided to meet up with him afterall.
But I got cold feet at the last minute n txted Lee to cancel, thinking tt he would then pass and look for someone else. Instead he suggested to meet on Monday night instead (last night). So I thought, ok, I'd meet him after supper with my gerlfrens.
I reached HollandV at 11.15pm. I was late but Lee was nowhere to b seen either. So I called him.
He picked up the phone and my heart stopped.
[Score Board] Voice: 8/10
Lee had a soothing voice. Most importantly, he speaks really well and my definition of 'well' is no 'chinese-tongue' accent and no 'ah-beng'-ish singlish. It says a lot about a person cos it means he comes from a cultured background where his family and friends also speak well. It thus reflects the kind of company he keeps which reflects in his mannerism. He doesn't have an American/ Brit accent which saves me from rolling my eyes and he sounds confident, not sleazy.
All this was from his one-liner... "Hi.. ok.. Can you wait for me at Haagen Daz... I'll be there in 10 mins".
Wait. Haagen Daz? Againnnn???? Yes. That's where I first met Lonely Boy. (That place is damn cursed, man)
I just couldnt bring myself to sit at Haagen Daz so I stood by the footpath waiting for him. 10 mins later, my feet grew tired and I sat at the hawker ctr. Many things ran through my head... maybe he's seen me from afar of didnt like what he saw and decided to flee the scene? Pls let it be true... Pls let it be true... So that I can go home :(
Suddenly Pixie Lott's 'Here We Go Again' screamed (heh.. my ringtone) and it was Lee looking for me. I told him where I was sitting and few seconds later I saw a man walking up to me. Hey, he doesnt look too bad!
We walked over to Coffee Bean and he offered to get me a drink while I grab a sit outside the cafe. So far so good. Pretty decent. Quite a gentlemen. My fears quickly melted away.
He came back shortly with the drinks and sat really close beside me. We talked a little about ourselves before he finally said.
"So let's get to the point and let me be truthful with you. I'm looking for a sugarbabe."
Blank. Sugarbabe? I could only visualize the UK girlband 'SugarBabes in my head.
Apparently, Lee was looking for an FB. No, not Facebook (thats what I thought at first heheh).
Fuck Buddy. FB.
Immediate reaction in my head - Cheated. There goes my $150 for tonight.
He says he likes me and would like to offer me exclusivity. For those of you who are alien to this term or the fuckbuddy system, it is when a guy and a girl (usually friends) promise to fuck each other exclusively. No feelings or emotions attached, usually refered to as 'No Strings Attached', just to fulfill each other's sexual needs and desires. To some people, this is actually a rather 'brilliant' system cos it is supposedly better than sleeping around with different partners.
I am quite familiar with this buddy system and I've had an FB once, many years ago.
To cut the story short, half an hour later and many flirty kisses and hands brushing here and there, I decided there and then to give him a shot. In the first place, its not as if I'm doing this for money, its just the cheap thrill that happened to offer monetary gains. But I guess the real deal breaker was when he mentioned the magic password - RX8.
Lee drives an RX8. Mazda RX8. And I would do anything to ride in or ON one... both car and driver.
"I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me (I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if its not rough it isn't fun..."
Till next... xoxo.
{Sent via my Sony Ericsson Jalou}
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What happened previously...? Read it here >>
Link: http://hushushbaby.blogspot.com/2010/01/bad-romance-pt-1-deleted-scene.html
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